You open your eyes and wish to see his face.You smile,even if he is not sharing the pillow with you this morning.Maybe he will do it tomorrow.Only the thought of him makes you lose your mind for a sec.You eat your breakfast and it’s impossible not to think about how it would have been to eat breakfast together,to drink a coffee,and to discuss about silly things,only to have him near you and only to have the chance to look into his beautiful blue eyes.
Of course,you are runnin’ late to school now,cuz you dreamt a lil’ bit too much.”oh,Maths!The teacher will understand :p” .In the bus,you look at the people around you.They all seem bored and sleepy and angry.You don’t.Your eyes are shining,,big smile upon your face.You seem to come from another world,where people are always happy and enjoying life.That’s why the people around you don’t get you.They’re stuck in their boring lifes and they will never understand why the heck you are sooo happy.But you don’t care,right?You take a seat,beside the window and all the way to your school you imagine how many babies you and him would have,their names,and their pretty faces.You imagine yourself married to him,waking up everyday in his arms,beneath purple sheets.You just like to escape a moment in your dreams and fantasies.You keep smiling and ignore the other people who are staring at you now.
You arrive to school and your teacher asks you why are you late.You invent some pathetic excuses and run to your place.”uuu,now I can draw hearties all over my math book”.All your colleagues know you.They know you are always dreaming about something.Thinking about him all day long,it seems to help you to be good in what you do.It makes you stronger and it makes you wanna be better.Better for him.
Sometimes you are moody because you just want to hold his hand or whisper into his ear and you can’t.You don’t wanna eat.You don’t wanna go out.You just want to lay in your purple-flowered bed and be miserable,missing him and wishing so much to hug him.Your parents will be wondering: “What’s happening to her?” and then,they would remember about adolescence and they’ll find the answer themselves.But you?What do you do when you don’t know what you’ve got?Don’t go to a doctor.It isn’t necessary.Don’t worry,these are just the symptoms of love.
